So. The police are after me...

[Honda CBR 250 Rider]

Originally Posted by Jme250RA

Grow up, take your lumps like an adult and take some responsibility for your actions.

You make it seem as if I'm not.

I'm not complaining. I already admitted that I deserved this. What's your problem?

By the way. I just recieved the call. They wanted to waste my time and have me stop by later and take a test. Not going to happen. The outcome was unavoidable.

I asked if I were to expect the worst. I was told yes. I told them I am quitting instead.

I am actually not sad about this.

I was miserable at my job and it wasn't going anywhere for over a year. All I was ever afraid of was losing financial stability.

This just opens me up to the opportunity I have been wanting for a long time.

Now I can wait to receive my last pay, look for somewhere else to start over, and aim for greener pastures.

This is a blessing in disguise, to me.

One stale chapter ends. Time to start a fresh one.

Thank you for reading guys. It helps to get it out.

[Honda CBR 250 Rider]

Originally Posted by live_to_ride

Sadly sounds you have a few issues going on judging by a couple threads you started. You health insurance thread makes comments you don't worry if something happens to you cause you don't care, then this one. Hope you sort this out before you create more serious problems for yourself or hurt someone else ie....driving/riding under the influence. Otherwise, you may end up in a "one room bachelor pad" complete with health insurance paid for by the state.

We're all quilty of having issues. I don't expect you to want to understand, but it doesn't really matter in the end.

I have arrangements to make for myself.

[live_to_ride]

Originally Posted by Honda CBR 250 Rider

We're all quilty of having issues. I don't expect you to want to understand, but it doesn't really matter in the end.

I have arrangements to make for myself.

You're right, we all have issues. None of us shd point a finger. I hope the new path you take is a brighter one. You say you were offered a "test" to take from your employer. Perhaps a urine test? By now the alcohol you ingested wld be out of your system so unless you have other substances to be concerned about, the "test" shd have turned out clean. Hopefully this event does not follow you in your employment record

[AkKnight78]

Originally Posted by Honda CBR 250 Rider

We're all quilty of having issues. I don't expect you to want to understand, but it doesn't really matter in the end.

I have arrangements to make for myself.

Arrangements? I'm a little concerned at the wording used on this...

With safe regards from the mostly frozen north.

[live_to_ride]

Originally Posted by AkKnight78

Arrangements? I'm a little concerned at the wording used on this...

With safe regards from the mostly frozen north.

I agree . Something isn't right about this thread.

[MotoMike]

To the OP... I'm not making any judgements here, but from what I'm reading here in this thread (and I believe others are too), I'd think it would be a really good idea to consider seeking out some help from a professional... there is no shame in seeking help with mental health issues. There's not much in this life that can't be worked out. All you have to do ask.

An old friend of mine use to say... "You're not the Lone Ranger".

[NSU]

Dude, you need to get help. I mean serious help. Call a social worker or a hotline or anything. Not a friend who will let it slide, but a serious professional.

Getting drunk at work, riding home, crying uncontrollably and making comments about suicide are why the police are "after you", someone at your workplace is obviously concerned with your wellbeing and thought you should be seen to.

[live_to_ride]

I agree with MotoMike. Although I don't know you I am still VERY concerned. PM me if you need to chat. Believe me, I've had my own share of "poo" to deal with. My apologies for being an insensitive b!tch if you are honestly muddling through some difficulties. I thought your post was yanking our chain.

Again, PM me anytime.

[Wynne G Oldman]

I've suffered from depression in the past, and while it's not easy to find the courage to go and get professional help at first, you'll find that it really can help a lot. It really helped me. Drink is not the answer, it can make things worse. Please, for your own sake, go and see your Doctor, they will be able to help you. Good luck.

[Honda CBR 250 Rider]

No no no, guys. When I said that I have arrangements to make, I mean't that I need to figure somewhere else to live, how I'm going to get there, how much of my stuff can I take with me, and if I will decide to sell my 250 or not for at least around $2500 (to a dealership).

My family wants me to move with them and as much as I don't want to go to a small town in Arizona, only paying around $350 a month with a one year lease, sounds like a very good deal right now and I'm considering it compared to moving way northwest to more expensive areas with people I don't know. The only problem is if I decide to keep the bike, I will ride almost 1000 miles there (which is dangerous) and save money, or sell my bike and buy a flight there and really start from scratch.

Please don't worry about me guys. People say things when their drunk that they don't nessessarily represent when they are sober. I do not plan on hurting myself, at least not while I'm sober. lol

Thank you for caring guys. I'll be ok. Lets keep riding.