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if as you say its in your mind then distraction via removal of sound ie, earplugs, could be one option as a sort of mind bandaid.. so long as you direct your intellect to an idea such as 'a-ha, this loud noise is a worry, lets turn it down'.. but to get at the root of this fear/concern best to take mind thru a walk in the park of your engine and how it works, plus what it 'likes' and what is 'normal' for it,, as members have advised.. [ie, not just listening/reading about it, but the deliberate act of ingesting this understanding,, as if you were helping someone worried about something you know is not a worry] your/our engines do and will make noises.. mine is making a sort of 'fluttering' sound probably the 'rattle' some speak of, and when she goes in for her first service shortly i will ask the young tech to take her for a ride to check it out.. probably camchain, but still.. i wasnt aware of it until i removed cheek pads from helmet to allow on/off avoiding contact with ear/nose recent surgeries.. and it didnt happen at idle/low revs.. noticing this, is good.. being aware of your engines feedback is a good thing, which might forestall a real disfunction etc, should that happen.. in martial arts for eg, you want to be prepared and aware, but not jumping at every shadow or noise,, thus teaching yourself to be nervous and brain to direct its attention to every shadow and little noise.. brain training.. train your brain to listen and hear then to respond appropriately to whatever you hear... if you had those members here who have reassured you about use of revs etc [as normal etc] with you and hearing your engine, they would be telling you and brain the same things.. its ok to talk to yourself [within reason] and good to tell brain whats what.. 'its ok,, its only the breeze',, thus developing a natural pleasure in simply feeling the nice breeze,, or your engine working.. throttle control is if not 'everything' then a good part of it, and should be smooth,, gentle,, flowing, regardless of how fast or slow you move it.. hand is one of brains best friends in human beings, and responsible for using throttle and clutch on your motorcycle.. we dont want hands to be scared of causing alarm by normal throttle use.. practice, as members advise here, such as using throttle somewhere safe is practicing the skills and also brain training
